Monday, February 6, 2012
never would've known, Posted at 2:04:00 AM 0 comments (+)
Superbowl was Sunday. Giants won. I'm posting this at 2 in the morning, because I have nothing better to do, and I really need to pour some feelings out somewhere.

Saturday, I woke up. I got on Facebook and got a message from one of my friends. She used to always act shy around me and just giggle at everything I say. But when I opened it up, she said she had a crush on me and not to tell anyone. I'll have to give her credit from telling me straight up because it takes true... bravery to do that. I didn't even think I would get 3 crushes on me in the past year; this is a record thus far.

I won't tell a soul - except this blog and a few of my internet friends - but I don't think blogs have souls. What kind of friend would I be if I told Amanda, who I broke up with on Friday but is still friends with; who likes to tell others' crushes TO their crushes, going against everything she instructed me not to. That pretty much sounds like i'm a soft, sensitive-ass douche, right? Oh well, if there's anything I'll be is the one loyal person someone could trust.

Except now, I have no idea what to say to her when I go back to school in like 6 hours. Do I just play it off, pretend nothing happened, and treat her the way I always used to before this news? That's what I was thinking, and that's really what's best.

Also, on an unrelated note, sometimes I get like a feeling around this person that I think they have the same feeling for me. Like I keep thinking about them, and I do notice the hits they place on me. I don't know. Life's confusing right now.

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