Thursday, January 19, 2012
Potentially Rebellious
Posted at 6:11:00 PM
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Today was relatively interesting. For starters, Amanda still has feelings for me, but I'm just tired of being hot and cold with that girl, and plus we weren't even together. But according to her, we are. I don't know what the future will come and it seems like everything is breaking apart, but I honestly need a new life anyhow at school.In the morning, I saw Malaika. I mentioned her before as one of the girls who didn't like my ex. But as soon as we locked eyes, she hugged me and kissed me on my neck. I honestly don't know how I felt at that moment, because I obviously didn't expect it. Mostly just happiness and relief. Which was, y'know, a good way to start the day.
However, after P.E., Gabi started getting on my nerves. She's also one of those people who don't even like Amanda and she's always in my business and talking loudly and all up in my face. Like, you needa step back because this is none of your concern. I told her to stay away from me because I really didn't feel like talking to her after I told her a thousand times to shut up.
That's one of the worst things about having girls as friends. They're always concerned about what everyone else is doing. All they do is talk, talk, talk. And they just like to gossip behind others' backs.
I don't know what to say about this, but I think I'm done with this entire crew. I don't know what the future has in store for me, but I'm over this.