Cruel Summer / Dream Log #2 Posted at 2:34:00 AM 0 comments (+) So, Summer started on June 1st. The first 2 and half or so weeks was wasted at home until finally I was driven over to my Grandparents house by my dad after stuffing my old backpack with few clothes and packing up my laptop. I basically just became comfortable in my cousin's old room. Every day had something to do, and that's what I liked about it. I had breakfast every morning .. and most of the days I was  over there I went walking. I even did some yard work which actually turned out enjoyable. But the last few days, my sister Monique came along to visit. She got into it with Aunt Char Char and when she begged Dad to pick her up, he got into it with his own Mom. We were driven home .. there was definitely tension in the car. When I returned after a week or so, I was bombarded by kisses and hugs from my mom. Yeah, I guess I'll return a l o n e at Nanny's house, to spend some time with Papa and Aunt Char Char and them. I miss having something to do all day, haha.

Last night .. well the night before technically, I had a dream. The description is gonna be kinda vague because I don't know the chronology much. But I basically had this friend ( who I recognized at school but didn't really have any interaction with ) and we were riding around in a car, driving from my friend Ellie (lmfao). And we landed next to these broke down apartments, then this kid I knew from elementary school randomly lived next door. But we basically talked and all that jazz. Then I woke up. But that wasn't all. I have this friend.. I guess I won't state their name. I will admit, I fancy them. But so I haven't seen them in a while and we were like "Hey~". Then, they started .. stroking my dick and biting their lip. And I was like oh. If that happened in real life, it'd just be awkward. I'll just stick with kissing.

Anyway, today.. I didn't do anything. Literally nothing at all. So, I hope I do something tomorrow. This is only the start of the Summer. I'm not through with yet.

Labels: dream log, fight, lazyness, sleep all day, summer, trips, we so kinda excited

the pressure, Posted at 1:31:00 AM 0 comments (+) Alright, so recently was my 13th birthday! I need to upload the videos soon, but it was basically just a lot of Happy Birthday's and then we went to Apple Bees and Best Buy to get Saints Row: The Third ( the best game ever, thus far )..Yes, it was a really nice birthday. ^ u ^

Yesterday, we started the STAR tests and I did the English & Literature section.. then later today we have the Math test. I won't lie, but I'm a bit worried - because my Math teacher really just sucks at teaching. He should just stick to being a darn Wrestling coach since that's the only thing he's good at. Either I have to study or just make educated guesses the entire way.. and that won't be good.

Also yesterday, I was at the library.. and I went behind the desk, which is perfectly fine with the librarian, where ever she was. But the little dweebs behind there think that they just rule the entire library with their dumb books. But I was pressured out by this .. freakin' kid named Steven - who was about to be knocked out in 2.6 seconds if he continued with this attitude. What is wrong with going behind a desk? Whatever, let me just wait until the tests are over before I do anything that'll affect me in my school life.

That just made me.. angry. I also need to fix up this bland blog so I hope I remind myself to do so..

That's really all I had to say, lmao. So, deuces!

Labels: birthday, fight, revenge, school, shout out to my haters, we not so excited

don't forgive, never forget, Posted at 10:37:00 PM 0 comments (+)

Friday was just a revolutionary day. I returned to school, made sure I didn't fall asleep like I did the day before. Third period was P.E. and I knew that Gabi was going to be mad at me. She's kind of one of those friends who would want the best for you but doesn't really know what the best is for herself. We're in a fight right now, and all I think of her at the moment is hard-headed and annoying and ungraceful. Katie kept telling me the period before that she replaced me in this dance unit we're doing because I was supposed to work with Gabi. I said it was fine and she told me that she owes me one.

Later on when I met up with her, she kept saying how I ditched purposely and how Amanda, who didn't even move, "doesn't even like me" and my move to ask her to be my valentine was desperate. I kept trying to apologize to her, but I just had to say fuck it. That night, I wrote a rap because she was just that annoying and it bothered me so much.

Even her IMing me that night so she could say "I don't know if I should forgive you or not" is just bullshit. I'm fucking sorry that I missed one day even though I got the choreography down and we could've did it on Friday anyway. And when I was preforming, I looked dumb because I couldn't steal your routine because you're doing it with Katie. It's just messed up and it made me furious right now.

Speaking of that, I think Treshaela, the girl I knew since 2nd grade has a crush on me, simply because she keeps asking if I have a valentine and she IMs me every second on Facebook. I could already tell it.

This is all I have to say right now, because writing this post just reminded me of how much Gabi crushed me tho.

Labels: fight, friends, love, school

Potentially Rebellious Posted at 6:11:00 PM 0 comments (+) Today was relatively interesting. For starters, Amanda still has feelings for me, but I'm just tired of being hot and cold with that girl, and plus we weren't even together. But according to her, we are. I don't know what the future will come and it seems like everything is breaking apart, but I honestly need a new life anyhow at school.

Labels: fight, friends, love

the war's on Posted at 12:21:00 AM 0 comments (+)

Labels: fight, shout out to my haters, trashtalk