Cruel Summer / Dream Log #2 Posted at 2:34:00 AM 0 comments (+) So, Summer started on June 1st. The first 2 and half or so weeks was wasted at home until finally I was driven over to my Grandparents house by my dad after stuffing my old backpack with few clothes and packing up my laptop. I basically just became comfortable in my cousin's old room. Every day had something to do, and that's what I liked about it. I had breakfast every morning .. and most of the days I was  over there I went walking. I even did some yard work which actually turned out enjoyable. But the last few days, my sister Monique came along to visit. She got into it with Aunt Char Char and when she begged Dad to pick her up, he got into it with his own Mom. We were driven home .. there was definitely tension in the car. When I returned after a week or so, I was bombarded by kisses and hugs from my mom. Yeah, I guess I'll return a l o n e at Nanny's house, to spend some time with Papa and Aunt Char Char and them. I miss having something to do all day, haha.

Last night .. well the night before technically, I had a dream. The description is gonna be kinda vague because I don't know the chronology much. But I basically had this friend ( who I recognized at school but didn't really have any interaction with ) and we were riding around in a car, driving from my friend Ellie (lmfao). And we landed next to these broke down apartments, then this kid I knew from elementary school randomly lived next door. But we basically talked and all that jazz. Then I woke up. But that wasn't all. I have this friend.. I guess I won't state their name. I will admit, I fancy them. But so I haven't seen them in a while and we were like "Hey~". Then, they started .. stroking my dick and biting their lip. And I was like oh. If that happened in real life, it'd just be awkward. I'll just stick with kissing.

Anyway, today.. I didn't do anything. Literally nothing at all. So, I hope I do something tomorrow. This is only the start of the Summer. I'm not through with yet.

Labels: dream log, fight, lazyness, sleep all day, summer, trips, we so kinda excited

'til it's over. Posted at 5:56:00 PM 0 comments (+) It's already been two and a half weeks of school and I'm doing good so far. I realized that all you have to do to pass 7th grade is to do your homework and do your make-up homework when it's late. Last year, I was just lazy. I was the definition of reluctant. I'm not going to let myself down by flunking everything due to procrastination. Honestly, just getting it all done makes me less stressed and less worried.

My classes for my 7th grade year are:

1. Drama [▬▬▬]
2. Math [▬▬▬]
3. Science [▬▬▬]
4. English [▬▬▬]
5. History [▬▬▬▬▬]
6. P.E. [▬▬]

→ Drama
Mrs. ▬▬▬ probably has the most fun class I ever had. In Drama, all you have to do is games ( inspired by improv shows ) and skits. I usually sit next to Lucas, Tess, and Magnolia because they're my gangstas of this class. I could let out my sense of humor there and I'm glad I can. Next semester, I have Art instead of Drama. I'm not intrigued by it or anything, due to the fact that I believe I draw well, but I hope that at least some of my friends are there.

→ Math
The only fun part about Math is the people that make me laugh in it. They definitely messed up my first impression to Mr. ▬▬▬. The people that make me laugh have to be Nick, who I sit across from, and Quay, who is all the way across the room. They make me laugh to the point I don't even feel like doing homework in class because I can't think straight. It's hilarious though and I have no regrets.

→ Science
Unless I'm mistaken, Science is next. It's so awesome to be in there, and it's yet another class with Quay in it, so you know I'm laughing hard in that class too. It's just so fun to be next to bad kids who make you laugh. Anyways, in this class, we do a lot of quick labs and fun stuff that involves art. So yeah, it's pretty righteous.

→ English
I was late to this class on the first day because I got rooms mixed up. Because of that, I sat next to Ellie, who I don't know very well, but I make her laugh, so it's okay. Originally, we sat behind these two girls, Kelsey and Sonali. They always gave me hints that they don't like me. One day, I just asked if I could move and it was done. Now, I sit behind Jezzy who makes me laugh and always gives me hugs and stuff. The next day, I was walking and Sonali came up to me and was like, 'You thought we didn't like you?' And I was playing dumb like, 'No.' Mrs. ▬▬▬ blew my cover obviously. Then Sonali was like, 'Sorry if you felt that way.' The whole time we were giggling. Apparently we're cool now. But who in their right mind would misinterpret the situation?

→ History
This class is kind of boring. We do history in it. I sit next to Breanna, Amanda, and Addy so it's okay. Also Kenneth sits way in the back, but we're cool too. I honestly have no opinion of this class yet or anything to say about it. Mrs. ▬▬▬▬ is funny.

→ P.E.
First off, this class is huge. I hang out mainly with Bryan, probably since we knew each other longer and he's there. A lot of the people I don't know there, but soon we're going to get split up. But if I go to another class/I stay, god forbid my friends don't come/stay with me. If my friends just aren't around, I couldn't survive, man. I just couldn't.

I've been making awkward love songs and raps lately, due to the fact I had a crush on that person again. But you know, it's not going to happen. We're just friends and it'll make things weird. I'll never date a friend again. That doesn't work out good, like at all.

Labels: awkkkkward, love, school, we so kinda excited

i've never done this before. Posted at 4:16:00 AM 0 comments (+) On Friday, we went to Collin's Lake, which is a campsite where you could do a lot of things. We camped with my mom's friend, Jerica, and her family. At first, I was pretty revoked that we were going to spend the entire weekend on this campground. I was speechless because I was still trying to figure this place out.

Alex and Zack came there often so they knew tons of things to do. We went to go ride in the paddle boats on the first day. I was in the boat with Zack while Cami, Monique, and Alex were in the other. My legs got tired but it was a good exercise lol. Then after we were done with the paddle boats, we parked them, then got in the water with our life jackets, since we never took swimming lessons. I wasn't good at it at all, and I even made jokes out of it like, The first rule of swimming: Panic. The only bad thing was the lake was - kinda dirty and turned my white t-shirt brown. At least we got free churros afterwords.

Since my chronology is screwed up at 4 in the morning, I'll just say what we did threw-out the weekend.

• Roasted marshmallows and made s'mores.
• Played on the see-saw.
• Learned how to swim with my mom and Mo.
• Played a game where you threw beanbags into this hole from 27 feet away.
• Road on a speedboat.
  
• Feel into the lake.
  
• Ate, slept, and done other things.

On Saturday night, there was supposed to be a meteor shower around 11 ( which was a lie; i saw nothing ), so we stayed up. Soon though, everyone around us seemed to be going asleep, so Mo and I just talked, rapped songs we knew, and made up stories. Something I hate about sharing a tent with my parents is that they snore SO LOUD to the point I want to punch something.

Did I mention the port-a-potties? Because they were the nearest bathrooms which haven't been cleaned since Friday. It even smelled weird. Gross.

Would I go camping again? Yeah...somewhere else.

I also went to the hospital and went to a Mexican restaurant yesterday, went to do some school shopping and ate at a Chinese restaurant on Sunday. I'm also still waiting to go to registration because everyone seems to have their schedule and school starts tomorrow. *gulp*

Labels: summer, trips, we so kinda excited

it's time to feel the rush+ Posted at 1:49:00 PM 0 comments (+) I just want to say Happy 4th of July, the day America obtained its independence! Who knew it'd become the fattest country in America the day McDonalds opened. Just kidding.

I'm starting to appreciate Facebook, because it used to annoy me. I only use it mainly so I could talk to my friends and totally NOT stalking them. The one thing I hate is when an unfamiliar name pops up. And unless they have mutual friends from my family or my school, they're not being added.


To get to the point, I'm going to a BBQ today to watch the fireworks explode. I remember a spark flew onto my neck. It was - strange, but epic. My cousin's dad's side of the family is coming and my dad jokes and says that we have to get there early because they eat like pigs. He made me laugh so hard last night that I got hiccups. There was even a debate whether we should move because this house is crap.

We're going to leave soon after I find something to snack on, so see you next time, mang.

P.S. I'm never drinking or doing drugs. One of my friends died of alcohol poisoning at 11:36AM today. R.I.P. Kyle

Labels: holiday, we so kinda excited

party all night Posted at 1:01:00 AM 0 comments (+)

Labels: shout out to my haters, we so kinda excited

somewhat famous Posted at 1:37:00 PM 0 comments (+)

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