the pressure, Posted at 1:31:00 AM 0 comments (+) Alright, so recently was my 13th birthday! I need to upload the videos soon, but it was basically just a lot of Happy Birthday's and then we went to Apple Bees and Best Buy to get Saints Row: The Third ( the best game ever, thus far )..Yes, it was a really nice birthday. ^ u ^

Yesterday, we started the STAR tests and I did the English & Literature section.. then later today we have the Math test. I won't lie, but I'm a bit worried - because my Math teacher really just sucks at teaching. He should just stick to being a darn Wrestling coach since that's the only thing he's good at. Either I have to study or just make educated guesses the entire way.. and that won't be good.

Also yesterday, I was at the library.. and I went behind the desk, which is perfectly fine with the librarian, where ever she was. But the little dweebs behind there think that they just rule the entire library with their dumb books. But I was pressured out by this .. freakin' kid named Steven - who was about to be knocked out in 2.6 seconds if he continued with this attitude. What is wrong with going behind a desk? Whatever, let me just wait until the tests are over before I do anything that'll affect me in my school life.

That just made me.. angry. I also need to fix up this bland blog so I hope I remind myself to do so..

That's really all I had to say, lmao. So, deuces!

Labels: birthday, fight, revenge, school, shout out to my haters, we not so excited

don't forgive, never forget, Posted at 10:37:00 PM 0 comments (+)

Friday was just a revolutionary day. I returned to school, made sure I didn't fall asleep like I did the day before. Third period was P.E. and I knew that Gabi was going to be mad at me. She's kind of one of those friends who would want the best for you but doesn't really know what the best is for herself. We're in a fight right now, and all I think of her at the moment is hard-headed and annoying and ungraceful. Katie kept telling me the period before that she replaced me in this dance unit we're doing because I was supposed to work with Gabi. I said it was fine and she told me that she owes me one.

Later on when I met up with her, she kept saying how I ditched purposely and how Amanda, who didn't even move, "doesn't even like me" and my move to ask her to be my valentine was desperate. I kept trying to apologize to her, but I just had to say fuck it. That night, I wrote a rap because she was just that annoying and it bothered me so much.

Even her IMing me that night so she could say "I don't know if I should forgive you or not" is just bullshit. I'm fucking sorry that I missed one day even though I got the choreography down and we could've did it on Friday anyway. And when I was preforming, I looked dumb because I couldn't steal your routine because you're doing it with Katie. It's just messed up and it made me furious right now.

Speaking of that, I think Treshaela, the girl I knew since 2nd grade has a crush on me, simply because she keeps asking if I have a valentine and she IMs me every second on Facebook. I could already tell it.

This is all I have to say right now, because writing this post just reminded me of how much Gabi crushed me tho.

Labels: fight, friends, love, school

the one that got away, Posted at 7:31:00 PM 0 comments (+) Today, my return to school, I got some news that I have no idea what to feel for. They told me that Amanda had moved. The only reason that I don't know what to feel is because of like the rollercoaster history that we had.

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don't waste your breath. Posted at 8:13:00 PM 0 comments (+) Yesterday, I was absent from school in order to finish up my book project. Little did I know what went on. I walked up to Drama third period today, and the first thing Damien and Alister told me is that Lucas was imitating me and calling me a pig. It was messed up, and just tore up the friendship for a while. The stupid thing was that I had to do a skit today with him, so I was purposely sarcastic at first. I'm tired of this happening. He won't say anything if I was fucking there, for sure. The skit was funny and I was fake smiling with him, 'cause I knew what went on and that wasn't cool - at all.

Then at lunch, I was chilling with Amanda and Veronica in the cafeteria eating, laughing hysterically and finishing up my food. Then suddenly, they just got up and told me to stay here.
They said they'd come back. Although, Jezi told me they're going to ditch me and that's why she doesn't like them. I'm not talking to that bitch or her stupid ass slave. I'm fucking tired of this. I could've been depressed the rest of the day unless if it wasn't for my REAL friends, like Jojo.

It's just messed up, that's all it is.

Labels: rant, school, shout out to my haters

'til it's over. Posted at 5:56:00 PM 0 comments (+) It's already been two and a half weeks of school and I'm doing good so far. I realized that all you have to do to pass 7th grade is to do your homework and do your make-up homework when it's late. Last year, I was just lazy. I was the definition of reluctant. I'm not going to let myself down by flunking everything due to procrastination. Honestly, just getting it all done makes me less stressed and less worried.

My classes for my 7th grade year are:

1. Drama [▬▬▬]
2. Math [▬▬▬]
3. Science [▬▬▬]
4. English [▬▬▬]
5. History [▬▬▬▬▬]
6. P.E. [▬▬]

→ Drama
Mrs. ▬▬▬ probably has the most fun class I ever had. In Drama, all you have to do is games ( inspired by improv shows ) and skits. I usually sit next to Lucas, Tess, and Magnolia because they're my gangstas of this class. I could let out my sense of humor there and I'm glad I can. Next semester, I have Art instead of Drama. I'm not intrigued by it or anything, due to the fact that I believe I draw well, but I hope that at least some of my friends are there.

→ Math
The only fun part about Math is the people that make me laugh in it. They definitely messed up my first impression to Mr. ▬▬▬. The people that make me laugh have to be Nick, who I sit across from, and Quay, who is all the way across the room. They make me laugh to the point I don't even feel like doing homework in class because I can't think straight. It's hilarious though and I have no regrets.

→ Science
Unless I'm mistaken, Science is next. It's so awesome to be in there, and it's yet another class with Quay in it, so you know I'm laughing hard in that class too. It's just so fun to be next to bad kids who make you laugh. Anyways, in this class, we do a lot of quick labs and fun stuff that involves art. So yeah, it's pretty righteous.

→ English
I was late to this class on the first day because I got rooms mixed up. Because of that, I sat next to Ellie, who I don't know very well, but I make her laugh, so it's okay. Originally, we sat behind these two girls, Kelsey and Sonali. They always gave me hints that they don't like me. One day, I just asked if I could move and it was done. Now, I sit behind Jezzy who makes me laugh and always gives me hugs and stuff. The next day, I was walking and Sonali came up to me and was like, 'You thought we didn't like you?' And I was playing dumb like, 'No.' Mrs. ▬▬▬ blew my cover obviously. Then Sonali was like, 'Sorry if you felt that way.' The whole time we were giggling. Apparently we're cool now. But who in their right mind would misinterpret the situation?

→ History
This class is kind of boring. We do history in it. I sit next to Breanna, Amanda, and Addy so it's okay. Also Kenneth sits way in the back, but we're cool too. I honestly have no opinion of this class yet or anything to say about it. Mrs. ▬▬▬▬ is funny.

→ P.E.
First off, this class is huge. I hang out mainly with Bryan, probably since we knew each other longer and he's there. A lot of the people I don't know there, but soon we're going to get split up. But if I go to another class/I stay, god forbid my friends don't come/stay with me. If my friends just aren't around, I couldn't survive, man. I just couldn't.

I've been making awkward love songs and raps lately, due to the fact I had a crush on that person again. But you know, it's not going to happen. We're just friends and it'll make things weird. I'll never date a friend again. That doesn't work out good, like at all.

Labels: awkkkkward, love, school, we so kinda excited

slow it down Posted at 3:53:00 PM 0 comments (+)

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make the first move Posted at 2:20:00 AM 0 comments (+)

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Smile. Posted at 8:26:00 PM 0 comments (+)

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