Days before school ended, Ellie got mad at me - which is shocking, because we never got into fights. But on the last week of school, I didn't have a yearbook so all I basically did was write in other persons' yearbooks and use theirs to look at pictures and stuff ( it wasn't really that great ). Anyway, I wanted to take a picture of my yearbook picture in P.E. and I sat next to Ellie so I swept her yearbook off of her desk. However, due to Ellie playing too roughly, she tried to snatch it back and her desk tilted over. And then later when I saw her at lunch, she kicked me in the thigh and claimed I ripped her shirt. ..... No comment. But it's all cool now. Long story short ( because I don't want to go into too much detail ), Katie's a bitch and I'm closer with Gabi .. and Kyree is full of himself.

I hope I have a great Summer, because I do not want to waste this once-a-year vacation staying home and doing nothing. I want to explore.

On Thursday, I had the most awkward Directed Studies period. Kyree pressured me to put my arm around Katie, but apparently I kept doing everything wrong. Honestly, it was because I felt uncomfortable and I don't like her like that. And her reaction was due to her not liking me like that. But anyway, some people stared from afar at the table. Now, they judge me. It's so weird, but it was just a joke. But I really don't mind if more people hate me.

However it's Easter and I just want to have some fun, eating the contents of my Easter basket and getting some rest. Yeah, that sounds pretty good. But hopefully I feel better when I go back to school because I don't want a million cough attacks again in all of my classes.  v( = - = v )

Anyway, my P.E. class took a quiz today that goes to the straight of California and it's confidential. It just asks a whole bunch of questions then asks about drugs and bullying. I never tried drugs or considered myself a victim of bullying so I couldn't really put anything down. One of the questions were like 'Is it easy to obtain marijuana?' or something, and it honestly is, but i'm not gonna put that down, of course. Then they asked if you tried cigarettes, alcohol, marijuana or whatever and my answer sheet consisted mostly of 0 times, because I never even try anything which I guess is good.

The quarter is ending next week so I'm gonna have a buttload of tests heading my way and I still need to make up some Math and History work in my free-time so i'll get acceptable grades. History is actually very easy, but I just never really made it my top priority. And I just I don't understand a lot of what my Math teacher teaches because he can't explain things well and only guides us through some examples and then he just expects us all to get it. I plan on just mindlessly working to a lot of make-up work this Saturday. I just hope that me & Lucas don't get held back through - because that'd suck.

Recently I've been listening to a lot of Erykah Badu, specifically On & On, Honey and Bag Lady. But I'm going to give her a break before I get annoyed by her music. So, here's what I've been listening to my whole entire time writing Find Your Love by Drake...

I'm sad only because I didn't get to say goodbye to her, but I'll keep her memories. I mean, school won't be the same anymore as if a chunk has been missing. At the same time, I'm glad I no longer have to go through drama with her.

Worst news is: I do NOT have a Valentine! I tried to ask Katie, but she apparently she's taken. To her, I'm probably just a little puppy or something. It isn't weird to have your best friend be your valentine, right?

That reminds me of when I told Gabi that it'd be ironic if we got married. Then, I wasn't expecting this answer by the way, she said that she's not holding anything against me. What she's basically saying is that if it happens then it happens. So if I want her and she want me, then it could y'know happen.

Malaika isn't on me all over the place anymore; Katie got a valentine before I asked her; Gabi - I don't know, I need to ask her. She's my only hope, haha.

Ah well, we'll see what happens. Hm, I said 'happens' a LOT in this post, huh? =u=

Saturday, I woke up. I got on Facebook and got a message from one of my friends. She used to always act shy around me and just giggle at everything I say. But when I opened it up, she said she had a crush on me and not to tell anyone. I'll have to give her credit from telling me straight up because it takes true... bravery to do that. I didn't even think I would get 3 crushes on me in the past year; this is a record thus far.

I won't tell a soul - except this blog and a few of my internet friends - but I don't think blogs have souls. What kind of friend would I be if I told Amanda, who I broke up with on Friday but is still friends with; who likes to tell others' crushes TO their crushes, going against everything she instructed me not to. That pretty much sounds like i'm a soft, sensitive-ass douche, right? Oh well, if there's anything I'll be is the one loyal person someone could trust.

Except now, I have no idea what to say to her when I go back to school in like 6 hours. Do I just play it off, pretend nothing happened, and treat her the way I always used to before this news? That's what I was thinking, and that's really what's best.

Also, on an unrelated note, sometimes I get like a feeling around this person that I think they have the same feeling for me. Like I keep thinking about them, and I do notice the hits they place on me. I don't know. Life's confusing right now.

In the morning, I saw Malaika. I mentioned her before as one of the girls who didn't like my ex. But as soon as we locked eyes, she hugged me and kissed me on my neck. I honestly don't know how I felt at that moment, because I obviously didn't expect it. Mostly just happiness and relief. Which was, y'know, a good way to start the day.

However, after P.E., Gabi started getting on my nerves. She's also one of those people who don't even like Amanda and she's always in my business and talking loudly and all up in my face. Like, you needa step back because this is none of your concern. I told her to stay away from me because I really didn't feel like talking to her after I told her a thousand times to shut up.

That's one of the worst things about having girls as friends. They're always concerned about what everyone else is doing. All they do is talk, talk, talk. And they just like to gossip behind others' backs.

I don't know what to say about this, but I think I'm done with this entire crew. I don't know what the future has in store for me, but I'm over this.

Later that night, I was actually trying to sleep to get up early but holiday insomnia hit me. For some reason, I'd rather sleep downstairs but I obviously couldn't do that tonight. So I tried to sleep on the floor in Cami's room next to a pile of clothes in the dark. Didn't work. Then I was invited in Momo's room where I was still on the floor, of course. Comes midnight, Mo's friend Breanna calls and they're on the phone for five hours. I could sleep with noise, but it was just something about my brain wanting to be awake. There arrives four, and Breanna has to go. Mo puts away her phone and we try to get some sleep. Then I talk about my school life so far, which I'll get to later. After that, we watch Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory until the time that me and Mo planned to wake up our parents - six in the morning.

When the time arrived, I woke up Cami then my parents. They took a while to get out of bed, but waiting for them we just ate the candy from our stockings and admire the presents. I already knew one thing that I were going to get - a laptop and a printer. Well, two things. I got jeans, a gopher hat, and some shirts. Come to thought, I never gotten my WWE '12 game, shoes, or some sweatpants.

After having some nice breakfast, trying out outfits, playing with my new laptop, I took a quick nap. Then I got dressed in my new clothes, headed out to Nanny's house, and had a feast there. I received pajamas from my aunt and grandma and the Take Care album ( bootleg ) from my cousin, Kerri, or as I call her on here, Domo. Meanwhile, we had a nice dinner and I had to sit at the most fun table - the kids' table. After playing with my laptop there, we headed home around late 11:30.

I loved that Christmas. It was crazy, just how I like it.

Remember how I said I was talking about my school life before Christmas? The last day of the semester, I learned that Amanda was sorry about how she treated me. As forgiving as Tauruses are, we passed notes swearing in History. We got caught, but got off the hook with my teacher. Later on before school ended, she asked if she could go out with me again. I knew it was the wrong thing to do, but it was like I was hypnotized. My lips let out a chill mood 'sure'. Gabi, whose birthday was that day, didn't like that at all. Of course we discussed it. She's my best friend. Gabs immediately disagreed with me. And I planned to break up with her softly when I return from break to take on second semester.

Thanks, 2011. As far as these 29 posts were concerned, you were pretty alright with me.

Happy New Year, everybody.

001. I love pizza.
002. My first anime was Soul Eater.
003. I'm more of a dog person.
004. I never tried Indian food.
005. I dislike tea.
006. I've watched SpongeBob since forever.
007. I don't like Pokemon, but I liked the original series.
008. My first kiss was when I was 4.
009. I hate my laptop.
010. I hate school.
011. I hate the fast girls in my town.
012. I hate this town.
013. I hate my old snitch neighbors.
014. I need a broski.
015. I never really got into Harry Potter.
016. I don't like Facebook. :3
017. I like State of Georgia, but it's kind of eh.
018. I DON'T LIKE HOMESTUCK IT'S JUST SO SLOW AND THE BIG WORDS ARE JUST UGUUU~
019. I'm sick and tired of being taken advantage of.
020. I'm a victim of rumors most likely, because everyone suddenly stopped liking me at school.
021. I know I don't belong somewhere if I have nothing to say.
022. I'm not going to do jackass shit anymore for fun. I already did that once.
023. There's a YouTube video of me being dramatic.
024. I watch Degrassi.
025. Sometimes I dream of being an actor.
026. I can't be anything other than myself, because I'm real.
027. I'm currently in love with Gatorade. Low cal or w/e.
028. I'm currently drinking low cal blue Gatorade.
029. I know how to respect women, yet I don't have a girlfriend.
030. I love inside jokes with my sisters. ;A;
031. I'm the baby of the family, behind two older sisters. c:
032. I unfortunately have hyperopia in my left eye, which means I can't focus on something too long without it getting blurry.
033. My first online virtual game was Nicktropolis.
034. I'm a boy who doesn't rip on Justin Bieber.
035. I'm warm all the time. c:
036. I'm almost taller than my family. I'm 12 btw.
037. My first username was 'spongebob365' on Nickelodeon Asia.
038. I have chubby cheeks. c:
039. I hate shopping with my dad because he likes to criticize me on what I want to wear. Graphic tees and some vintage jeans are hip this generation.
040. My Summer channel is TeenNick, because I'm watching like everything that comes on - except for H2O.
041. My body type is average, I guess.
042. I'm agnostic, but raised Christian.
043. I'm awkward irl unless I'm around family.
044. I haven't made any like close friends in 6th grade, so hopefully 7th grade will be better.
045. It's funny how I have more confidence to say what I have to online than irl.
046. I love The Looney Tunes Show and The Amazing World of Gumball.
047. I failed last year due to procrastination~
048. I want to go to Full Sail/Academy of Arts University majoring in Art/Illustration.
049. I go through old drawings in my sketchbook and wonder how people that I drew super good.
050. I always waste my Summers, and I wasted this one too.
051. I want to go to Disneyland.
052. I've never been on a plane.
053. I don't want to date a smoker.
054. I could sleep a whole day. :3
055. I hate being Rick Roll'd or trolled either way.
056. I like to blow up Caprison after I'm done, but I #respectthepouch.
057. I lost the pen to my tablet, and it's forever gone since February.
058. I always lose things. :D
059. I blank out a lot.
060. I love playing Spongebob's Truth or Square.
061. I'm impatient.
062. I like fortune cookies.
063. I love chow mein and steamed rice. ;A;
064. English is my best subject.
065. I don't read a lot of books.
066. Plankton is my favorite villain.
067. I always have strange dreams.
068. I already know what to name my kids. lol.
069. I'll listen to any type of music as long as it doesn't involve yell-singing ( ex. heavy fxcking metal )
070. I lose most of my knowledge in Summer. c:
071. I've always been able to watch whatever I want.
072. I'm a walking disaster zone. I break everything.
073. I have a dog named Thunder, which I named after Lightning McQueen. He jumps high and runs fast.
074. My favorite Mac Miller song is Donald Trump.
075. I have no idea how to use Last.fm, so I use Playlist.
076. I haven't watched Fresh Prince of Bel-Air in forever.
077. I always order Bean and Cheese burritos w/ no onions at Taco Bell. Along with a Mountain Dew: Baja Blast if I'm lucky.
078. I'd rather drink iced water than soda, but I drink soda more. I'm horrible.
079. I use mouthwash, despite the fact that it burns my mouth. *n*
080. I want to plant a tree.
081. I want to be famous one day, but illustrators aren't famous. I'll try to get an acting job, I guess.
082. I want to follow my dreams, but I'm not sure how.
083. I hate snooty people.
084. I listen to Chris Brown, Lady Gaga, Mac Miller, and Eminem according to my playlist right now.
085. I learned the basics of coding a website back in August because of this video and completely forgot about it.
086. I liked to hit people when I was a toddler.
087. I'm only nice until provoked.
088. One of my hobbies is sleeping.
089. I watch South Park and I can't wait until October for the new episodes..
090. I laugh at almost everything.
091. I'm tired of Jersey Shore, because they're everywhere.
092. I'm bored of Twitter, which I might get addicted to again sometime in the future.
093. I'm a democrat and completely support Obama in anything.
094. I'm of African-American and Caucasian descent.
095. My hair grows fast, but I love my hair short.
096. Gumball is probably my favorite cartoon character.
097. I hate the CN Real shows, and I can't wait for them to get cancelled.
098. I like overplayed songs AFTER they're off the radio.
099. I'm in love with Hot Pockets~
100. I wish I got locked in Wal-Mart all night.